i felt driving today was not bad.. though a bit dangerous my lane-changing was. like i had to go even if i had to cut in, just to get that bit of confidence. dang, other than that it was smooth. that was what i thought anyway. and what i think is often far from reality. then reality is almost always too painful to bear. pardon me, i digress.

this pretty much sums up what i feel now. how appropriate. how very indeed.

There are a thousand reasons
Why I should give up
But I'm stubborn in the things I believe.